I could stay awhile, but sooner or later I'll break your smile
And I can tell a joke, but one of these days I'm bound to choke
And we could share a kiss
But I feel like I can't go through with this
And I bet we could build a home
But I know the right thing for me to do
Is to leave you alone.. leave you alone now..

I'm beginning to like you, so you probably won't get what I'm going to do
I'm walkin' away from you, it probably don't make much sense to you
But I'm tryin' to save you, from all of the things that I'll probably say I'll do I probably do

I could stay awhile, but sooner or later I'll break your smile
And I can tell a joke, but one of these days I'm bound to choke
And we might share a kiss
But I feel like I can't go through with this
And I bet we could build a home
But I know the right thing for me to do
Is to leave you alone leave you alone now

You'll probably call me a fool and say I'm doing exactly what a coward would do
And I'm beginning to like you, it's a shame what a lame way to live, but what can I do?
I hope you appreciate what I do
I'm a martyr for my love for you

Now my mind is filled with rubber tires and forest fires
And whether I'm a liar
And lots of other situations
Where I don't know what to do
At which time God screams to me
There's nothing left for me to tell you
Nothing left for me to tell you
Nothing left

Fiona Apple performs "Fast As You Can"

John Lennon - Starting Over

yesterday
i stood and stared
wide-eyed in front of you
and the face i saw looked back
the way i wanted to
but i just can't hold my tears away
the way you do

elise believe i never wanted this
i thought this time i'd keep all of my promises
i thought you were the girl always dreamed about
but i let the dream go
and the promises broke
and the make-believe ran out...

tears your fucking heart out

Did you like the voodoo that I put now on you
When I slither in my closet, sweat vengeance like a faucet.
Was I the only monkey junkie flunky who turned out to disappoint you, honey
Yeah I am
Did I stop computer porn cause you didn't turn me on ?
No I didn't
Did I get tired of your shit and give you my fucking lip, yeah I did

Are my unheard objections invalid to you ?

Lisa Marie Presley - Turned to black

In between a nightmare and a daydream
My life's out of focus, hocus pocus
I've become a machine

Design the crime to slip my mind
Build it up and rip it down
I just wanna let you know where I am
Over and out

There's something taking over and out
The devil on my shoulder, I turn around
I thought I could change, I thought I could quit
But when you came around you knocked me down,
I could not resist
We can keep it like a secret nobody will ever know
I should have told you a long time ago
Over and out

I walked the ward with you, babe
A thousand miles with you
I dried your tears of pain, babe
A million times for you

I'd sell my soul for you babe
For money to burn with you
I'd give you all, and have none, babe
Just, just, justa, justa to have you here by me
Because

I want to know if love is wild...I want to know if love is real
BORN TO RUN

Spot Your Flower

*Stranger now, are his eyes, to this mystery
He hears the silence so loud
Crack of dawn, all is gone except the will to be
Now they will see what will be, blinded eyes to see*

♫ just fading, and fading, and fading the fuck away ♫

Do you dream to much? Do you think what you need is a crutch?

would I spend forever here, and not be satisfied ?

"I'm gonna need you later, when you're not around
but I can take it, I won't look down"

today is a good day to die

U2 -Until The End Of The World

Haven't seen you in quite a while
I was down the hold just passing time
Last time we met was a low-lit room
We were as close together as a bride and groom
We ate the food, we drank the wine
Everybody having a good time
Except you
You were talking about the end of the world
I took the money
I spiked your drink
You miss too much these days if you stop to think
You lead me on with those innocent eyes
You know I love the element of surprise
In the garden I was playing the tart
I kissed your lips and broke your heart
You...you were acting like it was
The end of the world
(Love...love...)

In my dream I was drowning my sorrows
But my sorrows, they learned to swim
Surrounding me, going down on me
Spilling over the brim
Waves of regret and waves of joy
I reached out for the one I tried to destroy
You...you said you'd wait
'til the end of the world

I'm in a room and there is something wrong

It's no good

I must be chasing after rainbows

It doesn't matter

Nine Inch Nails - Something I can never have (still)

I can still recall the taste of your tear

Matthew Sweet "We're The Same"

maybe it's you
maybe it's me
maybe it's you

LIKE A MOUSE INSIDE A MAZE
WANDERING ROUND 4 DAZE
WITH A SMILE UPON MY FACE,
I NEVER WANNA LEAVE THIS PLACE

ONLY POOR BOYS TAKE A CHANCE,
ON THE GARDEN'S SONG AND DANCE,
FEEL HER FLOWERS AS THEY WRAP AROUND,
BUT ONLY SMART BOYS DO WITHOUT

TURNED INTO MY WORST PHOBIA,
A CRAZY MAN'S UTOPIA
IF YOU'RE LOST NO ONE CAN SHOW YA,
BUT IT SURE WAS GLAD TO KNOW YA

BYE BYE
SO LONG, BYE BYE
IT'S GLAD TO KNOW YA
BYE BYE
BYE BYE
AW...SO LONG

P!nk - So What

Culture Club - Love is Love

George Michael " Waiting ( reprise ) "

Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything.
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
...

All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...
Uh huh... uh huh... ooh...

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, can't it be mine

BLACK -PJ

Within You - Labyrinth

Three Days Grace - I Hate Everything About You

"Long road to ruin there in your eyes
Under the cold streetlights
No tomorrow, no dead end in sight"

"goddamn this dusty room
this hazy afternoon
i'm breathing in the silence like never before
this feeling that i get
this one last cigarette
as i lay awake and wait for you to come through that door
oh maybe, maybe, maybe i can share it with you
i behave i behave i behave so i can share it with you.....

you'll dream about somewhere, a smoke will fill the air
i can change, i can change, i can change
but who you want me to be?
i'm the same, i'm the same, i'm the same, what do you want me to be?"

"Don't take what I don't need
(Give me back my peace of mind)
Don't say what I don't need
(Give me back my precious time)
No way you'll silence me
(Give me back my peace and quiet)
Nowhere to hide from me
You'll see"

MISSY
I met her one night at the coffee shop
Her face so bright, my heart just stopped
Hello my dear, I fear I'm not what I seem

I'm not what I seem

I should've become a better man
I should be more deserving than
The beggar, thief and courtesan I've been
Oh, that I've been

But I swear, I lie, I curse all of my dreams

But I swear there's still some good in me
And I think if you stuck around you'd see
All the honest attempts at integrity, I was had

Maybe if you helped me, I'd get it right
I stay awake almost every night, stare at the ceiling
Wondering why I feel so bad, why I feel so bad

But I swear, I swear, I swear I'll never get sad

The Last Mistress - Prison Trailer (2008)

with self-awareness comes responsibility

"once I start, I cannot stop myself"

Lily Allen - "Smile" Video

knew there was a good reason I loved this song

Lily Allen - Not Fair (HD)

"you're supposed to care..."

Kelly Clarkson - Never Again

mantra

"if heaven's the long road home, tell me it's true... I'll go too"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bL_NcoCJgzo

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